There comes a time in everyones life when they must decide the direction in which there life will take. That time has come for me and because of that I must take my leave from wikia inorder to better myself and start my life.
Last year many terrible things happened to me. My house was broken into and I lost almost everything of worth, my mother cleaned out my bank account and stole around $8,000 dollars from me, on a somewhat related note my mom and my stepfather are now in the middle of a divorce, and someone who mattered more to me than anyone now hates me. However that last thing has made me realize alot about myself. I've saddly not always been tha friend that I want to be. I have now seen just how hateful, spiteful, jealous, inconsiderate, and selfish I can sometimes be. I also realize that I have allowed depression and fear to cripple me into not moving forward in my life and I've made excuses for myself when I should have realized my mistakes and learned from them.
However its not all bad. These events have made me grow as a person and made me realize where I went wrong. Its really hard to take a look in the mirror and realize that your not the person you think you are but I have and I'm a much better person because of it. Now I see that I must stand on my own two feet and try to find my place in this world, I must work to better myself to keep from repeating past mistakes, and I must put the past behind me and move forward.
The reason I'm leaving Wikia is simple, Anytime I spend on here is time I'm not spending working toward my goals. If anyone wants to contact me they can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org or on PSN username blak2thgrin. Also if anyone is a fan of Vanguard Bandits and would like to adopt the wiki I started please contact me. I've made many friends on this site and I'll miss you all dearly.
Sorry to break one of the many rules of the internet by posting something so personal but I wanted to be upfront and honest about why I won't be around. Besides my life is an open book and I take great pride in saying I'm a better person now than I've ever been.