My name is Jessica. This is my first blog. I am 14 years old and I want to try to start my life. Life is just too difficult on me. So I hope to keep trying and not screw up. I am already having a terrible life. I feel anger always in me and sadness. I don't want to be a messed up person! I want to be a normal girl. But I was born a freak... What am I supposed to even do to fix that?